It is hilarious when karma bites a person in the butt. If you are a liar you deserve to be lied to and hopefully it will get you good. To all who steal you deserve to lose something that means everything to you too.
It hurts for people to hurt you and Karma is the God of evening out the wrongs that you do to others. You are being watched and things that you do will come back to hunt you.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Saturday, June 5, 2010
WOW
When you don't expect things they always happen. I guess it would be good if the things you didn't expect you just knew would happen. To me it is like seeing the future. I really didn't expect to hear what I heard today. My ex's auntie told me that "I think that my nephew wants you back. Can't you feel it and see it." for me it was a where is this coming from. I thought nothing of it at first. But the more I think about it I see where she was coming from. The sad truth about it all is that although it may be true it is not likely to happen.
1: He wants to do what he wants to do and no matter what or how much love is there I can't change that.
2: There are only so many times you can forgive a person for doing the same dumb thing.
3: How many times can you let a person take advantage of your kindness before you finally start getting resentful.
In many ways I wish these things where not true yet in life I have learned to live with the cold hard truth of them. I notice that I resent him a lot for some of the really stupid stuff he would continuously do and could have prevented. Later I would forgive him and it would feel like bumping my head into a brick wall; and there is only so many times you can do that before your head starts hurting. Last but not least if you need a life of no responsibility I'm not the one for you. I have plenty of responsibility and will not let anything get in the way of me taking care of what I need to do. Life is short and being happy is the most important thing to me.
Most people say that I have resigned myself to a life of being alone because we still share so much together. Thing is I live life to the fullest and love everything about my life. Whether I ever enter into another serious relationship or not only time will tell .
1: He wants to do what he wants to do and no matter what or how much love is there I can't change that.
2: There are only so many times you can forgive a person for doing the same dumb thing.
3: How many times can you let a person take advantage of your kindness before you finally start getting resentful.
In many ways I wish these things where not true yet in life I have learned to live with the cold hard truth of them. I notice that I resent him a lot for some of the really stupid stuff he would continuously do and could have prevented. Later I would forgive him and it would feel like bumping my head into a brick wall; and there is only so many times you can do that before your head starts hurting. Last but not least if you need a life of no responsibility I'm not the one for you. I have plenty of responsibility and will not let anything get in the way of me taking care of what I need to do. Life is short and being happy is the most important thing to me.
Most people say that I have resigned myself to a life of being alone because we still share so much together. Thing is I live life to the fullest and love everything about my life. Whether I ever enter into another serious relationship or not only time will tell .
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Why Act
To really care about someone means that you are able to put someone before yourself and know that if the shoe was on the other foot it would be the same. I have come to a point in my life where I see that it is just that. I have always completely opened my heart to people in time of course. Once you can trust someone with your heart you can consider them family. I wish it would work out the way it should all the time.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Wheather
Sunshine, cloudy, rainy, snow, and etc. here in Seattle we are in the middle of May actually almost the end of an it still seems like we are in September. We have had maybe two to three weeks of spring. Who knows if we will actually see a summer. Although the weather outlook seems to get dimmer and gloomier I'm surprise that my spirits haven't been in the dumps. I have been tried a lot lately but I am taking vitamin supplements and they are actually doing the trick. Along with eating right and the proper workout routine my health has never been better. As for work I love being able to just go in and enjoy what I do.
Hopefully soon the weather will lighten and brighten to a warmer time of year. Til then I will keep up my regiment which will keep my spirits up.
Hopefully soon the weather will lighten and brighten to a warmer time of year. Til then I will keep up my regiment which will keep my spirits up.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Being there!
I am in a good place now that I have dealt with a lot of clutter and issues of sorts. Now that things are back on track I can get back to writing.
I have had to be a good sister, friend, daughter, and all around person. My ex has decided that it was finally time to calm down and at least be sociable. Although there is this laying weirdness because he expects me to be like a lady in waiting and I will tell you now I have tried every way to make it clear that he only fooling himself if he thinks that is going to happen. It is kinda cute that he can't seem to be truely happy without me. Yet it is more creepy that he thinks that there is still a chance for us to be more than friends at this point.
Work is great and has turned into a lot of fun. My family is doing the norm getting on my and making me laugh all in the same. As a support system I do give them credit though for a lot of the things that I get to accomplish with them watching my back.
I have had to be a good sister, friend, daughter, and all around person. My ex has decided that it was finally time to calm down and at least be sociable. Although there is this laying weirdness because he expects me to be like a lady in waiting and I will tell you now I have tried every way to make it clear that he only fooling himself if he thinks that is going to happen. It is kinda cute that he can't seem to be truely happy without me. Yet it is more creepy that he thinks that there is still a chance for us to be more than friends at this point.
Work is great and has turned into a lot of fun. My family is doing the norm getting on my and making me laugh all in the same. As a support system I do give them credit though for a lot of the things that I get to accomplish with them watching my back.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE
I hate that people think that the stuff they do in the dark will never come to light. If you are in a place in your life why do trouble or lairs find you . I have been pretty happy in my life being single and not having to worry about much except me and my boys. Yet I tried to be fair and give my ex the benefit of the doubt and of course it comes back and bite me in the butt. With me I have to have my cake all to myself yet his choice is to have his cake and then some more.
When I say if you are happy where you are and you can't answer it means you are. The only thing is you think I need you to act like you care about yet I don't. I'm strong enough on my own two feet and mental status that I don't need lies to feel like I'm loved. My family and friends have my back and will help me anytime I need. So don't hang around playing with my emotions to get your rocks off leave me be. A true man is around the corner and I don't need you to hazy the view.
If you love the person you are with why are you sniffing around my door. You say you are living with the choices I made then live with them. Now I can't be with you cause the truth is you love being with everyone and I'm not everyone I'm me and that is all i can be and I can do that to the best of my abilities and that is all. I'm not perfect but I am striving for perfection.
How dare you to have my children around some woman that I don't know. Especially when the last one actually tried to hit you with her car and is taking you to court and tyring to put you behind bars for the rest of your life. My children don't need that type of drama in their lives. My eight year old is not our son yet he is my son with the man I was with before you ever came along. Our three soon to be four year old don't need to know the psycho that may try to keep you away from him or even try to run you over with her car.
When I say if you are happy where you are and you can't answer it means you are. The only thing is you think I need you to act like you care about yet I don't. I'm strong enough on my own two feet and mental status that I don't need lies to feel like I'm loved. My family and friends have my back and will help me anytime I need. So don't hang around playing with my emotions to get your rocks off leave me be. A true man is around the corner and I don't need you to hazy the view.
If you love the person you are with why are you sniffing around my door. You say you are living with the choices I made then live with them. Now I can't be with you cause the truth is you love being with everyone and I'm not everyone I'm me and that is all i can be and I can do that to the best of my abilities and that is all. I'm not perfect but I am striving for perfection.
How dare you to have my children around some woman that I don't know. Especially when the last one actually tried to hit you with her car and is taking you to court and tyring to put you behind bars for the rest of your life. My children don't need that type of drama in their lives. My eight year old is not our son yet he is my son with the man I was with before you ever came along. Our three soon to be four year old don't need to know the psycho that may try to keep you away from him or even try to run you over with her car.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Snoody People
Not to enjoy someone else misery; it is hilarious though that someone who has always been on a pedal stool has been knocked clean off. Not to tell their business I can say I have deviated from a lot of the plans I originally set forth on doing like finishing college and getting married. Yet I live my life to the fullest and enjoy every minute of it. I have no regrets for the decisions I have made and perfectly content with my jobs. I wish I could feel free to talk about how this person just did something that was really stupid and possible put them self in a horrible situation and may possibly need some professional counseling.
I guess after all the years of them sitting on their high horse it is nice to see they are more human than they pretend to be. Perfection is impossible look me in the eyes and I can look you in the eyes. I don't enjoy you misfortune just nice to see your head is finally out of the clouds.
I guess after all the years of them sitting on their high horse it is nice to see they are more human than they pretend to be. Perfection is impossible look me in the eyes and I can look you in the eyes. I don't enjoy you misfortune just nice to see your head is finally out of the clouds.
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