Being there!

I am in a good place now that I have dealt with a lot of clutter and issues of sorts. Now that things are back on track I can get back to writing.

I have had to be a good sister, friend, daughter, and all around person. My ex has decided that it was finally time to calm down and at least be sociable. Although there is this laying weirdness because he expects me to be like a lady in waiting and I will tell you now I have tried every way to make it clear that he only fooling himself if he thinks that is going to happen. It is kinda cute that he can't seem to be truely happy without me. Yet it is more creepy that he thinks that there is still a chance for us to be more than friends at this point.

Work is great and has turned into a lot of fun. My family is doing the norm getting on my and making me laugh all in the same. As a support system I do give them credit though for a lot of the things that I get to accomplish with them watching my back.

Yeah!!!!!!!!!! SUNSHINE

Man it is lovely when the sun decides to come out and play. For the last two months I've been wondering if we where going to ever see the sun and Saturday I received my answer. Although I've been really busy at work on my days off it was really pretty out for some fun in the sun.

What's to come with the good weather; me and the children out and about with something new and fun to do everyday. Now when I get a break it will be me and the girls out doing our thing and loving every minute of it.

Plans for the day: Get the boys early. Go to the waterfront. Do a little shopping. But enjoy the sun while it last.

Out For Awhile

I know that it has been a minute. Lets just say that my mind has been busy and I realized that the things that it was busy with could not be shared. Maybe one day I will be able to put those inner most thoughts out there for cyberspace to pick up.

Not much new I wish things where just naturally easy in life but not at this time. If you only knew is my song of the day cause people think that I don't. Time to get out and moving again.

To all the friends yes I'm feeling better.

Going To State

Well another day has come and the best part of it is not having to deal with any drama. I'm preparing for my state dart tournment. Everyone wish me luck. I hope my partner doesn't get to nervous cause I have played and practice to hard to go home without winning first this year. Although every thing seems to be falling in place Iam not quite sure yet. So again cross your fingers for me will let you know on saturday how it turned out.

For once it is finally some sun in the lovely rainy city. The weekend is ahead and only plans are to workout and lay around the house and watch television. I feel I have enough distractions with school, work and family it is time to enjoy the greatness of having nothing to do. That is probably the main reason I have been feeling lazy because so much is expected of me so now it is time to take care of me. My very best friend is probably going to be the main supporter of this idea because I normally chew her ear off about all my problems. To her I say not this weekend for I have my laid back mood on and she should do the same.

So to all the worry warts of the world please breathe if I can you can. The theme for this weekend is to relax and let go.