I'm a pretty out going person I shall admit. For me I like honesty and despise lairs; and people who have a different set of rules for themselves than they do everyone else.
You can't get upset when someone does things that you do. I say this because I have been the victim of some of these alligations. I really care for D(my son's dad and suppose to be my man) yet he likes to do things that he if I did them I get accused of cheating. For instance staying out till 3:30 a.m. without calling to check in to me is a problem. I think that people when they say I will see you in a minute @ 9:30 p.m. that it means 10-15 minutes; not sneaking in in the wee hours of the morning. The worse part is that if it was me then I'm out with someone else. This leads me to believe that the reason that I get accused is that he is mixing up his late night activities with mine. When in a relationship I stay true I sometimes get caught up in loving the attention others might give me yet I don't go passed that. That might be the problem in itself; maybe I want more of this than it truly is.
The lies and sneakiness is making more of an impact on my life than I can imagine. I think the time has come for me to consider that releasing the past and embrace that it might just be that the only thing to come of this relationship was our son. Wishing that it could be more yet my better sense is leading me to the true facts.
Confused for the most part; angry for the time wasted; and just annoyed to be suckered in again. Leave a comment wanting to know what you think is the logical thing to do.
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