It is crazy how one person can turn you entire week around. On Wedensday I went down to my favorite bar after work just to shoot darts and relax before returning to my normal hected life. A face that I've seen many times was there; we would speak and be nice and play a couple games of darts maybe but that is as far as the conversation would normally go. Well this particular night I can't tell you what changed but our conversation expanded and I really enjoyed our time together. It was not the normal pick up lines like "if I could control the alphabet I would put U and I together". It was just conversation about things that mattered and things that didn't matter at all. I really couldn't tell you how we got to talking about our feelings yet it was fun, nice and exciting. He had a genuine interest in me and what I was thinking. Yet I still felt kinda guilty. He knows that I'm kinda still in a relationship with someone (that he has seen around).
How should I go about this? I can't get him out of my mind mostly because he is sweeter than my current relationship. We are a lot closer in age and seem to be raised the same way. Although because of the circumstances I do have a lot of feelings for the guy I'm currently with he is just not there for me and I feel it is time to move past that in my life.
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